There Is No Death


I returned yesterday from Decorah, Iowa. I received a call November 13th that I both dreaded and welcomed, “your Dad is actively dying.” They were shocking words, yet expected as my Dad was in hospice and almost 99 years old. I had to make quick arrangements for air, ground transportation and hotel, but God’s hand was visible as things opened up easily and effortlessly at the last minute.

As my Dad had rallied so many times in the past since my Mom transitioned in 2008, I secretly hoped that I would walk in his room and he would be sitting up with his perpetual smile. All of Decorah knew my Dad as “Hap” short for “Happy” as his positive attitude and smile was contagious and ever-present. Everyone knew and loved Hap!

My Dad loved the outdoors. He greeted all with his famous smile as he walked all over town, the many trails, nature paths and parks, rode his bike and motorcycle, hunted, fished, gardened, and played golf until he was 92. He got kicked out of hospice three or four times because he recovered from terminal events.

When he was only 19 he was run over by a tractor on the family farm and should have died; they couldn’t get him into town because of the severity of his injuries. A man showed up at the door with a Gospel of John and told Dad that if he read it he would live. My Dad recovered and no one ever saw the unknown man again as most likely it was an angel in disguise. My Dad became a man of strong faith, character and the fullness of joy that has nothing to do with outward circumstances and everything to do with knowing and directly experiencing the Love of God.

One thing I know for sure: there is no death in Christ Jesus; there is only dropping the physical body and transition into a new form. Surrounded by family in my Dad’s last hours, we witnessed the peace that surpasses all understanding. We sang hymns and spiritual songs and even though my Dad seemed to be unconscious he heard every word and even moved his mouth as though he was attempting to sing certain verses or words.

My fifteen month old granddaughter, Elizabeth Hope, sat in her Mom’s lap signing Jesus Loves Me as we all sang Dad into heaven. “And a little child shall lead them…” He seemed to mouth the words to the song, then as his breathing changed to intermittent, we saw him make four gentle, loving kissing motions with his lips; possibly holy kisses as he greeted Jesus, angels or loved ones in heaven.

Then I became overwhelmed with the coming of the Presence of the Spirit of God as the atmosphere shifted in the room. My body trembled as a mighty rushing wind filled and uplifted me so much I thought I might fly away. I grabbed my brother’s arm as I felt like I might be taken up as well. Then I felt a rush of spirit whoosh up inside me and I saw my Dad’s chin tilt upward with a final breath as I felt the spirit leave his physical body…


It was very sacred, holy and precious to be in the presence of the Spirit of God and to witness my Dad’s spirit go to heaven accompanied by heavenly host. I was also extremely blessed and honored to spend the last night of Dad’s life by his bedside reading the bible out loud and praying and singing and telling him how much he was loved and appreciated. It was a “good death” and the assurance that he did not die but merely changed form, was so comforting.

During the last hour, I heard the audible words, “Glory Divine” and asked my sister if she heard it, but no one had. My Father passed around 12:35pm. At 3:33 am in my hotel room I was awakened by the same audible words, “Glory Divine” and then the explanation, with the first line of the hymn, “Blessed assurance, Jesus is mine; oh what a foretaste of Glory divine.” I started to cry at the gentle, tender, loving care that God and the angels were making sure I knew, understood and was assured as my Dad was assured. My Dad was given a foretaste of Glory before he transitioned. Other words of the hymn they used to convey what was transpiring in his last hours: “perfect delight; visions of rapture; angels descending bringing whispers of love; all is at rest; I in my Savior am happy and blessed; filled with his Goodness, lost in his Love.” All these things I was able to witness, feel and experience during my Dad’s transition. What a sacred honor; what a blessing! There is truly no death when we are in Christ in God!

In Christ, God is in us here on earth and we are in God. When we drop the physical body we are still in God, surrounded by Love, enfolded in Love, filled with Love, and radiating Love; yet on a grander, majestic, awe-inspiring, glory-filled, divine level, spiritual realm or heavenly dimension!

Blessed Assurance by Francis J. Crosby (1873)

“Blessed assurance, Jesus is mine!
Oh, what a foretaste of glory divine!
Heir of salvation, purchase of God,
Born of His Spirit, washed in His blood.
This is my story, this is my song,
Praising my Savior all the day long;
This is my story, this is my song,
Praising my Savior all the day long.
Perfect submission, perfect delight,
Visions of rapture now burst on my sight;
Angels, descending, bring from above
Echoes of mercy, whispers of love.
Perfect submission, all is at rest,
I in my Savior am happy and blest,
Watching and waiting, looking above,
Filled with His goodness, lost in His love.”

My Dad truly was filled with God’s Goodness and I am honored to be witness to such a peaceful, love-infused, spirit-filled passage from life into an eternal Life of glory! Glory Divine!!!!


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trans·fig·ure according to google:
“transform into something more beautiful or elevated
‘the world is made luminous and is transfigured’
synonyms: transform, transmute, change, alter, metamorphosis
‘the glow of the sunrise transfigured the whole landscape’ “

The sun transfigures whole landscapes…

God transfigures all willing human beings into the new creation that is elevated in conscious awareness, luminous and beautiful; aglow in the Spirit! “The sun of righteousness has risen with healing in its wings!” Malachi 4:2. Darkness transmuted into Light! Changed, altered, and metamorphic; caterpillar to butterfly, coal to diamond, seed to tree, grapes to wine, sand to pearl, darkness to light, human nature to divine!

Only unbelief can keep you from transforming into the image and likeness of God…

Christ Jesus was the first-born of many…

its a big royal Family…

if you deny self, pick up your cross (your burdens, circumstances, beliefs, conditioning), and follow Jesus to the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, satan’s wisdom tree, and let it all die, be buried, never to be resurrected

resurrect with Christ Jesus into the new creation, in the new covenant, where God and human beings are no longer separated; the veil is gone between heaven and earth…

accept your new Self that is the image and likeness of God, the new creation

wait for the Fire of God to come down from heaven to burn the roots of the old tree of the knowledge of good and evil…

and the Spirit of God to place the tree of life in the center of your being, Christ in the center of your body, Love living in every room of your body, soul and spirit, elevating it to the mansions of God…

beautiful, luminous, elevated…

eating exclusively of the tree of life, nondual Love, the perfect Life of God in one body and one Spirit: the Wisdom and Power of Christ! Transfigure into Light! Live in peace, joy and harmony! The new creation has only one Father who is Love, who is God, who is Light without any darkness at all!


“Arise, shine; for your Light has come, and the glory of the Lord has risen upon you. For behold, darkness shall cover the earth, and thick darkness the peoples; but the Lord will arise upon you, and his glory will be seen upon you” Isaiah 60:1

“The Lord God will be their Light, and they shall reign for ever and ever” Revelation 22:5

“He was transfigured before them, and his face shone like the sun, and his garments became white as Light” Matthew 17:2

“Believe in the Light, that you may become sons of Light” John 12:36

Jesus said, “I am the Light of the world” and “You are the light of the world”…

the two become one Light!!!! Let there be Light!!!!!!!




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The Journey…


We are wooed…


and awakened by Love!

We become sparks of Love. We become like children to enter Love’s Kingdom on earth. Children are open to everything; open to learning new things; open sponges absorbing everything around them. When surrounded by Love, they absorb only Love! Children have beginner’s mind, open, curious and spontaneous. Children are authentic, feeling what they feel, crying when they are hurt, laughing when they are happy. Children have child-like trust that all their needs are met. Children are not conditioned by the world before the ego forms, the mask put on to please the world and people. Children are still connected to God. Children are simple: they eat when hungry, sleep when tired, play and create when most happy. We must become like children to enter the kingdom of God…

We enter the Kingdom of Love through the ancient door of Christ…

we step through the door [only in an earthquake do we stay in the doorway]!

We step through the door of Love…

into the vast, expansive, infinite, unlimited field of God…

supernal Light of Awareness…

where Love rules and reigns as Christ in us, as children of Love, in the Royal Family of God!

The spark of Love is fanned into a flame…

we grow up in Love until we become a virgin, pure bride of Love…

the flame becomes a raging fire!

We marry the Source of Love…

Love’s shining bride…

pregnant with consummate Love…

giving birth to Love…

Christ, the body of Love…

filled with the Spirit of Love, the full Presence of Love…

a new wineskin filled with new wine…

God’s Love, God’s Presence as new wine in our body of Love!

The new age does not make you free. Religion does not make you free. Being a new wineskin filled with the new wine makes you free! Be a child of Love who grows up to be a bride of Love and gives birth to Love’s Child: Christ in you! Know God as Love; Know Love and this Love will set you free! This Love is not human love; this Love is spiritual and a matter of the heart! This Love is God! Be a bride of Amazement, married to Love! One Love, one Heart, one body and one Spirit with God!

heart in the sand

“No eye has seen, nor ear heard, nor the heart of man conceived, what God has prepared for those who love him” 1 Cor 2:9

The heart of human beings cannot conceive of this Love; the heart of the new creation in Christ, Love’s kids, can conceive and receive and be this Love! God is Love and ‘I am that” in the new creation!

“All is mine; and I am Christ’s; and Christ is God’s” 1 Cor 3:22-23

All is ours in the kingdom of God as we are Christ’s bride and Christ is God’s bride! Christ brings to light all things now hidden in the darkness and discloses the purpose of the heart (1 Cor 4:5). Go through the ancient Door! “Already you are filled! Already you are rich!” Rule and reign with Christ as one body, filled with the one Spirit of God on earth as it is in heaven. Be one body and one Spirit with Love, living in the Kingdom of Love, the NHOEN!

“Shine as lights in the world, holding fast the word of life” Philippians 2:15-16

Sunset Golden Path reeds

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The Beckoning…


“It is better for the heart to break, than not to break.” Mary Oliver

“The wound is the place where the Light enters you.” Rumi

“Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.” Rumi

“Build up, build up, prepare the way, remove every obstruction…I dwell in the high and holy place, and also with them who are of a contrite and humble spirit, to revive the spirit of the humble, and to revive the heart of the contrite…for from me proceeds the spirit, and I have made the breath of life…I have seen the ways of your heart but I will heal you…peace, peace, to the near and the far and I will heal you” Isaiah 57:14-19

The Source of Love is beckoning, beckoning…

Invisible Love is wooing you…touching something deep within…awakening something ancient…

There is a deep inner knowing there is something more to life, something greater…

The hidden path was revealed when Christ came to earth. Jesus said, “I am the Door” “I am the Way”; the Way is pristine, virgin, new, eternal, pathless Love that is able to lift you up above your old life and set you on Christ’s Ascended Rock, the new foundation for life as pure, nondual Love, the image and likeness of Love! The tree of life is the tree of Love! The tree of life is Christ!


The ancient door is Christ who has never been born, never dies; remains forever alive and active! The veil between heaven and earth was torn; the veil between the spiritual world and the world of form was torn; the veil between God and human beings was removed by Christ!

When you allow the veil in your heart to be removed, the circumcision of your heart, you can go through the ancient door into the kingdom of God created before the foundation of the world!


God and human beings become one body and one Spirit in the eternal Christ who is eternally new in the here and now. You can’t use the old form, old wineskins, old way of thinking or seeing or believing. Christ’s Spirit is always fresh! It is creative! Following Christ is spiritual and a matter of the heart!

Only the heart aligned with God’s Heart can walk the ancient path of Love! The heart transforms from the place where issues flow, to the place where Rivers of Living Water flow!

“Beware of religion…When you pray, do not pray like the religious, when you pray, go into your heart’s secret place and shut the door to the five senses and pray to your Abba who is in the secret heart; and your Father who see in secret, in the Invisible secret place will reward you in the visible world…your treasures are found in your secret heart…the eye of your heart is the lamp of your body. If your eye of your heart is enlightened, your body will be full of light. If your heart is closed and you see only with your physical eyes, the light in you is darkness. No one can serve two masters (Get off the tree of the knowledge of good and evil)…Do not worry about your life…But seek first the kingdom and Christ’s tree of life: Love and right relationship with Love, and all God’s things will be given to you” paraphrase Matthew 6:1-33

The ancient door into the kingdom is Christ, who was never born and never dies. Jesus, the pure Light of Awareness manifest into a physical form, is the Door to the Source of Love. Jesus was pure Love manifest into a physical body. Jesus was the pure Life of God manifest to be our example of how to be in the world as Light, Awareness, Love and Life Itself! The resurrected, ascended Jesus was the first-born of many. He is the Door to the Father, to return as sons and daughters. He is the Way to the Father of Love. He is the Life of our Real Father. He is the Truth of the Father: Love Itself!

“When it’s over, I want to say: all my life
I was a bride married to amazement.
I was the bridegroom, taking the world into my arms.

When it is over, I don’t want to wonder
if I have made of my life something particular, and real.
I don’t want to find myself sighing and frightened,
or full of argument.

I don’t want to end up simply having visited this world.” Mary Oliver

Don’t just get through life; be a bride married to amazement. Be an eternally betrothed bride of Love! Be God’s bride! Be one body and one Spirit with Christ!



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The Spark

Sunrise over the earth

Sunrise over the earth

From where does the spark of Light come forth? How does the Light get in? When does the morning star arise in our heart? The Light can enter when the heart cracks open: it shatters, is broken, is devastated, is shocked with a diagnosis, is forced into a hopeless situation (bad relationship/marriage, prison, hospital, terror, panic)…

“Someone I loved once gave me a box full of darkness. It took me years to understand that this too, was a gift.” Mary Oliver

“Tell me about despair, yours, and I will tell you mine.” Mary Oliver

The spark for me was found in my unread childhood bible, out of deep despair. The Unseen Hand, the hand of God putting my hands on the forgotten path which opened up when I opened to Matthew and began reading. The Words became Light unto an ancient path; a Lamp revealing ancient Wisdom. God used an inanimate object to reveal Living Presence! In wanting to give up on life, the Omniscient Omnipotent Source showered me with eternal, ever-present, new Life of the Spirit of Truth! The forgotten, ancient path beckoned…

With each new level of revealing, the path became narrower, fewer sojourners alongside, fewer signposts appeared.  Joining others on the path they had found felt comfortable and joyous, until it didn’t. Enjoying the comradery, the shared beliefs, the sense of belonging in each shared path until coming up against the hard edges, the contractions, when edges of belief come to view. The meadow of belief systems give way to dark forests without sunlight with dead trees falling…

The sorrow of leaving another group and finding the narrow path again, the path of solitude, the mostly unused path. There are no signposts on this ancient path. There are no rocks stacked one upon an other where others have given pointers. There is no manicured religious path. There is no messy spiritual path. There is only an inner impulse, an invisible GPS, God positioning system, that guides. There is only the Invisible Unseen Uncreated Source of Love beckoning, beckoning….

Morning sunrise

Morning sunrise



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And There Were Many Within the One…


The Hebrew word Elohim was translated as God in english but lost huge meaning in the process! Elohim, as in “In the beginning Elohim created the heavens and the earth,” is plural, singular, feminine and masculine! Elohim is the many in the One! Jehovah is existence: the existence of the one that contains many! I Am that I Am! I exist in existence!

Just like a human female is born with ALL of her eggs, all potential children are already within her, Elohim contained all potential creation within Her, Him, singular and plural: the One Existence! The One Existence is the One Life, the One Spirit of Life! Elohim = El, the One (containing feminine, masculine, singular and plural), O, Him! El as in Elizabeth and Ellie, the One Containing Many, was translated as Him. El, O Him :) Translating the One Who Contains Feminine, Masculine, Singular AND Plural is unwieldy, so Hebrew to english became He, especially considering the cultural disdain and lack of rights and dignity shown to women in those dark times. Instead of translating into english He, She, It, Them, Elohim was translated as He…

Now we know that biased english translators preferred to remove the unwieldy He, She, It, Them to the simple, easy Him, but lost in translation the richness and Truth of the many in the One; our unformed substance in the original One! Our true ancestor, our true Mother and Father: our Royal family is Elohim. We are all originals; all originally royal; all of the One…

Love Embraces Us

El Shaddai is the many breasted one who provides comfort and sustenance and nourishment and life! She is in the one Elohim as well! Wisdom, daily delight, feminine aspects are in Her: the plural, singular, masculine, feminine of God!

We are all originally brothers and sisters, born of Royal Divine Parents: the Elohim! But when we began to eat of the satanic tree of the knowledge of good and evil, (get your facts straight: blame the serpent NOT Eve; what a subtle distortion, lie and deception to get human beings to blame and hate each other just like the serpent is getting religions to blame and hate each other now), our DNA was perverted. Our original brother, Yeshua, of our Divine Parents, Elohim, had to come to earth to destroy every perversion of the serpent (subtle trickery, subtle counterfeit, subtle lies and deception to trick us out of our birth right, our royal divine nature and inheritance). Jesus took everything the serpent perverted upon himself, including the tree of knowledge of good and evil, the dual mind, perverted DNA, and destroyed it all in his body. Only royal, divine DNA of Elohim, royal bloodline of God, was resurrected, ascended and sent to each human being who would accept it as the One Spirit of Life of original existence, the original I Am!

The baptism of the Spirit and Fire of God is the restoration and regeneration of the original royal, divine DNA and inheritance of the many in the one Elohim! “I baptize you with water for repentance, but he who is coming after me is mightier than I, whose sandals I am not worthy to carry; he will baptize you with the Holy Spirit and with fire” Matthew 3:11

When we accept and receive the ascended Jesus’ baptism of Spirit and Fire into our body, we become a son of God, brother of ascended Jesus, the new creation (no more Adams/Eves), and we begin a new spiritual journey to become brides of God!

Sons become family of God; brides become one with God! Sons receive the inheritance of God; brides become intimate one body and one Spirit with God!



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And Then There Was One…


I am going back to the ancient way…

  • beyond religion
  • beyond Islam
  • beyond Christianity
  • beyond Judaism
  • beyond Hinduism or Buddhism
  • beyond shamanism
  • beyond isms

beyond the fall… before the garden of Eden..

before the foundation of the world…

before the creation of heaven and earth…

to the One… the Elohim: the pregnant, powerful, potential of the One who is feminine, masculine, plural and One…

the great mystery…revealed by the visible manifestation of the Invisible Unseen…

the One pregnant with the many, prior to the beginning of all!

I am going back to the ancient way…

to the I am before any “I” existed…

back to the isness, beingness, pure existence of the One.

I am going back through the ancient Door…

I am going to the I Am before Abraham…

the I Am before the world began…

to daily delight…

the I Am that is all; I was, I am, and I will be pure Life, pure existence, pure awareness…

one Note: composer of infinite symphonies, unlimited compositions of infinite creativity, pregnant with endless combinations of one clear, pure, perfect Note. Sing a new song!

I am getting in bed with the present moment…

I am laying my head on the breast of eternity…

I am fulfilled here, now, in the arms of the Ancient One…

on the path of Love…

in the Light of Awareness…

resting in heavenly glory, in the holy of holies, in my heart…

and then there was one….



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Cuddled from the Inside



Differences are not separation! The physical eyes see different forms and different physical characteristics. The differences seen make us think that we are separate from what is seen. Differences observed, different thoughts, different belief systems, different feelings, different channels of expression do NOT mean separation!

When our eyes are open, we can see an edge of our body, where the skin stops and the air or space seem to begin. With our physical eyes open we see “my body” here and “your body” there; a chair over there; a bird flying outside the window. But when we close our eyes and use our conscious awareness to find an edge, a border, or a separation, it cannot be found! Try it! Try to find where you end and where something else begins! Try to find a border for your skin on the inside! Try to find a border of the chair across the room with your eyes closed!

It is impossible because it does not exist in Existence! God is Ultimate Existence, Ultimate Life, Ultimate Awareness and we are also that! We are the image and likeness of pure awareness, pure existence, pure consciousness, Love, Light and Life Itself! We are one with all that exists! We all come from one Source! If we get in touch with our pure inner awareness, we can be in intimate relationship with God and we can never be separated! Even if our physical eyes tell us so!


when you are feeling lonely, sad, down, depressed, anxious,  or fearful…

or any discontent or sense of dissatisfaction…

or your love cup is empty or getting low…

close your eyes…

try to find where you end and God begins…

try again…

then just let Love cuddle you from the inside!



“Even before a word is on my tongue, lo, O Lord, thou knowest it altogether. Thou dost beset me behind and before…such knowledge is too wonderful for me…Whither shall I go from thy Spirit? Or wither shall I flee from thy Presence? If I ascend to heaven, thou art there! If I make my bed in Sheol, thou art there! If I take the wings of the morning and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea, even there thy hand shall lead me, and thy right hand shall hold me. If I say, ‘Let only darkness cover me, and the light about me be night,’ even the darkness is not dark to thee, the night is as bright as the day; for darkness is as Light to thee…thy eyes beheld my unformed substance…when I am awake, I am still with thee…lead me in the way everlasting: the ancient way” Psalm 139:4-24

Discover the ancient way….

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The Way Christ Sees It!



The blazing Fire of God is the only Power that can burn down the tree of the knowledge of good and evil in our human body. It burns completely down to destroy even the roots of the old tree for the seed of true Love planted in our soul to crack open; root and ground in the deepest, darkest soil of our being; and begin to grow the new tree of life.

The tree of life is nondual, life-giving, unconditional Love! As long as we harbor any spots of darkness in our being, unforgiveness, resentment, bitterness, or a divided mind of good/evil, right/wrong judgments, we can’t eat of the tree of life. Only Most High Love (God) can totally destroy the old and plant the new tree in our mind, heart, soul, body and spirit!


The tree of life is Christ, Love Itself, coming into visible form in our physical body! The tree of life is the substance and evidence (faith) of the ascended Jesus sending Love’s Spirit to nurture, nourish, water and grow its nature (Love) into full maturity in human creation. We are required to suspend disbelief long enough to see the evidence and substance: try it out, prove it to ourself, test it, examine it, put yourself in a trial experiment, work it out in your own body until you begin to see!

“And now here is my secret, a very simple secret: It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye”  Antoine de Saint-Exupéry

The key is right seeing! The physical eyes can never find God. The physical mind can never find God. The heart can only see what the physical eyes never can. Ask for the eyes of your heart to open! Unbeknownst to me a couple of women prayed this for me and it happened and when I later shared my divine encounter, I found out they had prayed that exact prayer for me! All of our faith skyrocketed! Faith is evidence and substance that creates more faith! We move faith to faith in the gospel of Love! More substance and evidence of Love creates more substance and evidence!!!!

“The real voyage of discovery consists not in seeking new landscapes, but in having new eyes”  Marcel Proust

Love gives you new eyes as the heart is opened, the darkness, wounds, hurts and unmet love needs are replaced with Real, totally satisfying Love that only God can give. When the eyes of our heart are enlightened we are given Christ’s single, sound, eye of Love, filled with Light, that causes the body to become filled with Light! The Light of God raises our vibration up to the highest vibration of Love and we become like Christ: sons of God and brides of our Beloved!

Only the transformed, open heart sees as Christ sees!

“I pray that the God of Jesus, the Father of glory (Light!) may give you a spirit of wisdom and of revelation in the knowledge of him (Love!), having the eyes of your hearts enlightened, that you may know…the greatness of his power in us…and the fullness of him who fills all in all” Ephesians 1:17

Ask God to open the eyes of your heart! Ask to receive the Wisdom from above! Ask to receive the revelation of the actual substance and evidence of his nature: Love! Ask to receive the substance of his Love into your heart! Let the Holy Spirit POUR this ineffable, warm, comforting, healing, elixir of liquid Love into your heart and let it circulate to every cell of your body until your whole being is alive, glowing, vibrating and radiating with this essence and substance of God’s Love and glory Light!


Christ sees only Love! Christ is the tree of life! The tree of life is Love! Let the River of Love pour! Let the Water of Life, the life-giving Spirit of God, quench your thirst! Let the Love tree nourish and nurture you, heal and make you whole again, a son and a bride of Love whose whole inheritance can be summed up in one word: Love!

“Know the Love of Christ which surpasses knowledge, that you may be filled with all the fullness of God” Ephesians 3:19

See as Christ sees with an open heart of Love, with the eyes of the heart, perceiving the power and invisible nature of Love! Be who you were created to be: the Love and Light of God radiating out to transform the world!

The eye of the heart is the lamp of the body! When it is single, sound (sees  with single pure Awareness like Christ sees!), it is full of Light! When the eye of the heart is full of light, the whole body is full of light, full of God: Love and Light without any darkness at all: perfectly one with God, reflecting God’s Light to the world! A diamond reflecting the clear, pure Light of God to the world!

“If then your whole body is full of Light, having no part dark, it will be wholly bright, as when a lamp with its rays gives you light” Luke 11:36

See as Christ sees with the single pure Awareness of Love Itself! Be the light of the world! Be all that Christ says you are! Be transforming Love!



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The Way C Sees it!



Sue on Glee had very strong opinions based on her life conditioning. She saw the world through her physical eyes filtered through her life experiences. She believed that what was seen and experienced is reality. We go around with filtered glasses with differing perceptual realities and try to convince others of our own reality, get others to respect our reality or suffer consequences, and condemn others who don’t share our world view. It is a world full of the blind leading the blind into different perceptual blindness!

Perception is reality, not knowing that physical perception is a far distant cousin to spiritual perception that leads to Reality. Illusory physical interpretation of reality is the wide path that most of the world is on: perceiving through separate selves, interpreting through limited ego minds with a closed heart, seeing with two physical limited eyes, trying to convince others that they are right and others are wrong. The wide path leads to destruction.

“There is a way which seems right to a man but it leads to destruction; its end is the way to death” Proverbs 14:12 (paraphrase)

pathway to sky

The narrow path that few find is the Way of Love. The Way of Truth is the Way of Life. The narrow path is the tree of life.

way of wisdom the_t_nv

The wide path is the tree of the knowledge of good and evil. The wide path is satan’s wisdom path: judge good and evil, convince others of right and wrong, force your “C”s on others, defend your C, judge other “C”s as wrong, bad, unenlightened, ignorant, evil, or demonized. This physical world is the tree of the knowledge of good and evil.

“A sound tree cannot bear evil fruit, nor can a bad tree bear good fruit” Matthew 7:18

Those who live in this wide-path physical world, the trees of good and evil, are Adams and Eves bearing fruit that is sometimes good, sometime bad. The world praises and encourages good behavior and punishes bad behavior. The world judges by tradition: right/wrong, good/evil and calls this “religion” if spiritual or “moral code” if rational humanist. This is the wide path and we are all “C”s seeing through the physical eyes of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil. We are blind but don’t know it! We are tricked into satan’s religion of good and evil and don’t know it! We are in bondage to the old covenant and can’t see it! We are blind to the ascended Christ’s Gift!

We don’t know what we don’t know. We believe our two eyes and two ears and don’t know the single Christ-eye of our heart is closed and inoperable; we are blind and still in bondage to the dominion of darkness. We are identified with the human “Adam” and don’t know that the old prototype no longer exists in Spiritual Reality. It is illusory; it exists only in the mind of satan, the carnal mind of this world that still eats of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil. The Truth is Jesus was the last Adam; there is a new ascended prototype of Christ-like being. We are called to begin to identify with the new creation, but we can’t identify with what we do not understand or know!

golden path of sunlight

The tree of life is a narrow gate, a forgotten ancient path. The world tries to make its old tree good by acting good and avoiding bad, but it is still eating of satan’s tree of the knowledge of good and evil. The fruit of lucifer’s fallen light tree is a little good and a whole lot of bad! The fruit results in a lack of peace and happiness and operates out of conditional love. Its gate is wide and many are on this path.

The narrow gate is the tree of life…

“Enter by the narrow gate; for the way is wide and easy that leads to destruction, and those who enter by it are many. For the gate is narrow and the way is hard, that leads to life, and those who find it are few” Matthew 7:13-14

Religion is a wide, easy path: just accept our doctrines, creeds and set of beliefs and you can belong to this religious path. Rational humanism is also a wide, easy path: just believe what we believe, follow a moral code, be a good person, use your brain, and you can belong to this secular path.

The narrow path is an ancient, forgotten path that few find. It is the Path of Love. It is the ancient tree of life. It is beyond good and evil. It is beyond conditional love and the human brain. It is beyond religion. It is beyond the foundation of the world. It is prior to humanity or creation. It is beyond beginning or ending. It is prior to, beneath, and beyond all that is created!

candle path

It is easier to find if you have suffered great pain, despair or tribulation which leads you to the end of your human resources, to the end of your human self, where you would rather die than live, and in an act of desperation something deep within you cries out to God. This deep cry of your soul goes right to Love’s omnipresent ears and an ancient door begins to open…

Strange synchronicities begin to occur. An invisible Hand begins to guide. An ancient path begins to appear where there is no path. A strange stirring starts to erupt in your spirit. A new dawn begins to crack through the darkness. Gaze shifts. Focus begins to turn. Old stories and structures start to crumble. New sights begin to enter conscious awareness. Books fall off shelves, people show up and say things that touch your deepest knowing, meaning of events shift, lyrics begin to play in your head, words come to mind, light starts to invade previously dark spaces. Hope arises. Curiosity dawns. Inspiration calls. Intuition beckons. The things of this world start to lose their attraction. Problems start to fade. The eye of the heart begins to open…

A spark turns to a light and the light turns into fire and the fire into a blaze….

(to be continued)


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