Have you come to the end of yourself?

Have you come to the end of yourself?

End YOU in the Holy Spirit and fire River, receive Christ Life!

“Have you come to the end of yourself…Jesus is calling”

There is something to “coming to the END of yourself”

I was despairing of life, wanted to die because I thought I had made another huge mistake that affected not only my life but my children’s lives. I tried everything I knew according to the world and my religious Lutheran background; neither had transformed the childhood wounds that fragmented my soul and split my being…

BUT something compelled me out of desperation to find my childhood bible, open it to Matthew and begin to read…

LIFE started pouring through the words…

understanding opened up…

hope started to build as I discovered TREASURES I had never been taught by religion or thought possible to be found through the bible.

After the third day of continual reading, the fire fell upon me, I got in a tub, and Holy Spirit breathed me and lifted my arms from my sides to above my head and transported me, in my body or not I do not know, to heavenly places and I came back to “myself” but KNEW for the first time that God was Real and Pure Love was Real. Everything became about God’s Love.

Then Jesus came to me in a buddhist meditation and and said, “Come to Me, you who are weary and heavy-laden and I will give you rest” Like so many, I questioned if Jesus was the same as others who inspired world religions to come into existence. When I tried to picture a Buddha, Jesus came to my mind’s eye, held his arms open wide to me and his Spoken Word to me lit a fire in my belly which increased, went up to my heart causing an inner explosion like fireworks in my heart; chains breaking from my heart and God-tears flowing as my heart opened, being TOUCHED by the Living Christ: the One who has all the power and authority to take our world-corrupted heart and give us His Pure Heart of refined gold, making us a lampstand for the Lamb of God’s Pure Light of Glory (Revelation 1:12-16; 21:23).

I am in God-tears now just re-living the enormous, unspeakable Gift of Christ’s Holy Spirit and fire baptism, and Christ coming FOR ALL to give us His Life: spirit and soul and body. The Spirit of Life joins with our human spirit: the TWO become ONE SPIRIT of God. The Fire of God is needed to consume what the world programs in us, consume the conditioning enough for the HOLY Spirit to breathe and have its WAY with us, lift us OUT of the mire of the choices we make from a wounded heart. Then being TAKEN UP face to face with The God who is LOVE, to know LOVE IS possible, have an encounter with Jesus and RECEIVE the INVITATION to COME.

The Spirit came, then the Bride. The Spirit took me up to God and gave me the LOVE I needed to RECEIVE Christ Jesus, not shrink in shame at his coming. The Spirit and fire come first to make a WAY for the RIGHTEOUS ONE, ascended, glorified Christ Jesus to come so we can RECEIVE him, “be confident and not shrink from him in shame at his coming” (1 John 2:28)

He came with his holy angels in glory in 70 AD to completely DESTROY the external temple so God’s people could be his temple. It says in Revelation 1:7,9 that those who “pierced him” would see him (there was a 40 year grace period for them to repent and be forgiven) and that John shared in the tribulation AND the kingdom. Jesus said John would still be living when he returned (John 21:22). Now he comes to individuals who come to the END and RECEIVE His Life, holy and perfect, which means whole and complete with CHRIST in GOD: lacking nothing, nothing missing, nothing broken, nothing limited. We have to conquer our mind that tells us it is NOT POSSIBLE. Jesus overcame the world, conquering sin, death and the devil’s work in the world; we have to conquer our mind so we can BELIEVE IT, RECEIVE IT, and BE IT!

Jesus is unique; he doesn’t crusade, conquest, invade, force conversion or kill human beings like the barbarians, roman church and islam did. Jesus did not “bruise a reed” but slays with Breath, Sword of the Spirit, the Word of God. This is how he overcame the world in me: with his Spirit and Word that slayed the demons in me and replaced them with God’s seven spirits from the throne.

God sent Jesus to overcome the world, raised Him up above EVERYTHING in heaven and on earth, then sends HIS Spirit, fire and the Living Word to begin the process of sanctification to those who are RIPE, AT THE END OF THEMSELVES to drop off satan’s tree of the knowledge of good and evil and DIE to programmed human nature, ready to receive NEW Christ Life and Nature on the Vine of the tree of LIFE in Christ.

Our spirit is sanctified at our conversion: repent, TURN from the god of this world and his unclean spirits, to HOLY SPIRIT, then conquer our own mind BY the Holy Spirit. Religion can’t do this for you, priests can’t do it for you, your parent’s faith can’t do it for you. Your church, temple, mosque or institution can’t do it for you. Your membership in a group can’t do it for you. Only Christ Jesus gives you a new heart and a holy spirit; we have to conquer our own mind with Christ’s Wisdom and Power.

This takes as long or short as we surrender or resist. What we feed our mind, will grow; if you feed it porn, violence, lies or half-lies of the world, you reap the world’s programmed, conditioned, luciferian mind ruled by the god of this world. If you feed it the Word and Spirit of God, keep you mind set on Jesus and heavenly things, you reap heaven on earth.

God put his Spirit in Jesus The Son of Man and he will put it in you THROUGH Jesus The Son of God. We put ourself IN THE RIGHT POSITION: right relationship to God, the same relationship Christ Jesus has with God our Father: oneness! (John 17:5-26) After the WORD makes you clean: “Abide in Christ, and Christ in you” (John 15:3-4). “In that day you will know that I am in my Father and you in me and I in you”

Ask our Father to open the ears of your heart to HEAR the Word that makes you clean! “You are already made clean by the Word I have spoken to you” When Jesus spoke to me the first time it opened and cleaned my heart. “Create in me a clean heart and renew me with a RIGHT Spirit” Jesus gives us his pure heart, refined by fire, pure gold without any impurities, and His Holy Spirit replaces our unclean spirits, putting us in RIGHT RELATIONSHIP with our God and Father and The Son, The Christ, The Righteous One, The Holy One. We are anointed by the Holy One to teach us EVERYTHING. We come to the end of ourself and begin anew from Above born OF God, born OF His Spirit and OF His Water of Life from the throne.

We begin our NEW LIFE with CHRIST’S LIFE; our life is crucified with Christ and it is NO LONGER I who lives, but Christ in me lives: the I Am of God!

The INVITATION is for ALL; none are excluded. All we have to do is come to the END of ourselves; come to the end of our worldly beliefs about love and wrong BEING. We TAKE the mercy, faith, hope, grace, and LOVE of our Father through His Lamb, Christ Jesus and no longer fall prey to the lion who roams the earth devouring, killing, destroying and stealing the LIFE of Christ we are already given but the world and world religions KEEP you from knowing the Truth that will set you FREE.

Jesus knew this would happen, “They preach but do not practice. They bind heavy burdens, hard to bear, laying them on men’s shoulders; but they will not lift a finger to move them. They do everything for show, giving lies and half-truths, and do their ritual sorcery behind closed doors. They love to have places of honor, their ring kissed, their statues bowed to and kissed, their prophet elevated above the rest, their elaborate man-made throne replace Christ’s throne; they love being called rabbi and father and master and imam (leadership in religions). Funny how iPhone, iCloud, etc. relates to iman (following the tenets of i-slam instead of I-Christ when i-man is crucified WITH Christ).

The god of this world used himself to corrupt man; he used the synagogue of satan to corrupt the world; the roman religion to cause all sorts of damage to the Truth of Christ Jesus; now the god of this world is using islam to try and sink the Truth of Living Christ Jesus. Obamanation tried; monstrosity tries (giving a monstrance image, a graven image to worship and adore); replacing Father, Son and Holy Spirit with Osiris, Horus and Isis is being tried; BUT do not despair, do not fear, do not be anxious, do not fret, do not worry, do not be discouraged, disillusioned, dismayed, or let your HEART be troubled. Jesus has OVERCOME the world and IN CHRIST you have overcome the world.

Christ Jesus conquered everything in heaven and on earth so IN CHRIST you are as he is, and all you have to do is CONQUER YOUR OWN MIND. Take the water of life without price from the throne out of heaven FROM GOD, the River of Christ Life, the River of Holy Spirit and fire, the River of glory, power and kingdom of the beloved Son: both the Wisdom and Power of God in Christ to come to the END of yourself and BEGIN IN CHRIST and let Christ abide in YOU!

Behold, I make ALL things new!

ALL things are possible WITH GOD!

Seek FIRST the kingdom of God and his righteousness and ALL things will be given to you!

Ask and you will RECEIVE!

Seek and you will FIND!

Knock on The Door, “I am the door” (John 10:9). Christ Jesus will open The Door to our God and Father in heaven and SEND DOWN CHRIST LIFE, “the god of this world came ONLY to steal, kill and destroy, but I came that you may have LIFE and have it ABUNDANTLY” (John 10:10) leaving the DOOR OPEN so his holy angels can accomplish The Word of God you begin to speak that does not come back to you void but FULFILLING the promises of God and SATISFYING your hunger and thirst for righteousness!!!!!!!

Jesus has ALREADY COME; now and is to come Christ Jesus will COME TO YOU as you COME TO HIM and you say, “Come” to the Spirit and the Bride!!!!!!! (Matthew 11:28-29; Matthew 6:33; John 15:4; Revelation 22:17) Take, receive! Receive, be who God says you are, NOT who the god of this world says you are!!!!!!!

The TWO become ONE: “Abide in me, and I in you” ~Jesus The Christ, The Messiah, The Son of God, The Lamb of God, The Spirit and The Bride, The Word and The Spirit, The Power and The Wisdom of God, The Holy One, The Righteous One, The Anointed One, The King of kings, The Lord of lords, Faithful and True, The Bridegroom, The Father, The Mother, The Living One, The One with the KEYS to the Kingdom that stays open for believers; only UNBELIEF can keep you out. Conquer your mind of UNBELIEF and enter the Kingdom of the Beloved Son (greater light than the sun, moon or stars; glory of God in Christ; Light of lights). Jesus shuts the door to DEATH and HADES that no one can open; the place prepared for pure evil, the god of this world and his fallen angels and demons.

Come to Jesus and RECEIVE Christ LIFE and go from death to life IN CHRIST LIFE!

“I am CRUCIFIED WITH CHRIST. It is no longer I who live, but CHRIST who lives, moves and has HIS LIFE in me!”

Have you come to the END of YOURSELF? Jesus will COME and FILL the void!

The Father’s Arms are open WIDE! Just come AS YOU ARE and be made AS CHRIST IS! The Father and Jesus are now ONE: the two became one; IN CHRIST you and Christ Jesus become ONE: the two become one so you can say, “in THIS DAY Jesus is in the Father, and I in Jesus and Jesus in me!”

THIS is the eternal DAY of CHRIST! This is the new DAWN breaking IN YOU every day! This is the Morning Star rising in your heart ANEW FROM ABOVE every day when you REMEMBER GOD and forget the world created by the god of this world to STEAL, KILL and DESTROY life. Believe and RECEIVE the Life of Christ, the Spirit of Life, and the Word made flesh IN YOU in Christ, Christ in you!!!!!!!

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16 Responses to Have you come to the end of yourself?

  1. Treyeshua says:

    Thanks for this wonderful testimony. We know that this can be hard for those who have not had this Pentecost experience to understand.

    But, dear readers, please know this communion Life with Jesus is available here and now. Let this comment be your second witness that all said here is true.

    You don’t have to physically die to enter His Kingdom, that is the great news. Completely empty yourself, indeed get to the end of yourself, and as you wait upon the Lord, He will rush in as wind and baptize you fully in His Holy Spirit. Not a temporary filling but an immersive true baptism that washes away your sin nature and leaves behind His love nature, sealed forever in you.

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  2. ourkairosnow1017 says:

    Yes, you quote John 10:10 as something that has past.
    However, Jesus speaks this passage in the present tense and we know that He was, and is and is to come.
    This being said the enemy is here to steal our inheritance(the kingdom within), to kill us (creating a fallen world), and to destroy it again.
    YESHUA has come to bring us Life and the New heaven on earth now within these jars of clay.


  3. Why are people fighting for what they have already won in Christ Jesus?
    The “god of this world” has blinded their minds.


    • ourkairosnow1017 says:

      Yes, he has blinded their minds, and he has also bribed some to have positions in the new fallen world and he has even extorted and threatened even more people to fulfill his agenda of division.
      The enemies time is almost over and he knows it, he will now be in panic mode because he knows that where we are going he can not come.
      The appointed time is here.


      • Yes, he has, and as it gets darker, Christ’s Light shines brighter! as sin abounds, Grace abounds more! and as he steals, kills and destroys more and more, as he stole, killed and destroyed a lot of things in my life before I came to the end of myself and began a new beginning in Christ, Christ invites us all to come to Life in Him so Christ’s kingdom, power and glory can come in us, now and is to come from glory to glory! Thank God for God!


  4. “Ephesians 1:18 The eyes of your understanding being enlightened; that ye may know what is the HOPE of his calling, and what the riches of the glory of his inheritance in the saints
    The Greek says, let the eyes of your understanding be FLOODED WITH LIGHT. With the SAME LIGHT that FLOODS HEAVEN, the Light from His Face, the same light contained in His Word, that enables us to see ALL things just as HE sees them.
    As we SPEAK God’s Word as His Spirit leads, we speak MORE AND MORE light into our hearts. The more light in our hearts, the more our hearts can SEE.
    The Lord intends for His People to see ALL THINGS as He sees them. To see ALL THINGS as those in Heaven see them, before He returns.
    Romans 8:21 because the creation itself also will be delivered from the bondage of corruption into the glorious liberty of the children of God
    The Lord allowed me to experience what they are experiencing now before His Throne. I found myself placed among a group of people, each, including myself, praising the Lord with ALL my heart. It was INTENSELY BRIGHT before His Throne, as the Love of God, the Peace of God, and the Joy of God permeated my being.
    But the thing I remember most is the FREEDOM I felt before His Throne. So free I literally floated above the floor a few inches.
    As we fill our hearts with His Word by speaking it as His Spirit leads, the Light from His Throne will flood our hearts more and more, so that we can actually begin to experience THAT SAME FREEDOM RIGHT NOW. And He can use us to impart that freedom to His Creation. To the sick, to the lost, to the bound, so that they TOO can walk in the Freedom that Jesus purchased for us on the Cross.
    The Father says:
    “Before I send My Son, My People will walk in the EXACT freedom that those in Heaven walk in. The World will see this freedom, and be drawn to My Son in great numbers until she completes the Great Commission. Before My Son returns, Heaven, and ALL that is in Heaven, will be seen in earth through My People.”
    The Lord Jesus says:
    “It is for FREEDOM that I have set you free. You will KNOW the truth. You will KNOW the Truth throughout your entire being, just as they know it in Heaven. You will walk in a freedom you have never known or imagined. You will be free from ALL things that hold you back from walking with Me just as Adam walked with Me in the Garden. The bondages of the world, of sickness, of the enemy, will fall away as My Bride arises to display My Glory before all men.” ~Jeffrey Stewart (missionary to Kenya)

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  5. Just pondering…
    The Holy One was in heaven and humanity was on earth because of the trickster destroyer who separated us through infecting humanity with his seed, his DNA, his death culture; a virus which had no cure and was transmitted from generation to generation.
    Jesus was sent to earth in the fullness of time
    and finished the work our Father sent him to accomplish.
    Jesus ascended back to our Father and God
    and sent Holy Spirit to be with us AND in us FOREVER.
    The god of this world thought he won
    when he tricked humans,
    when he incited the Jewish religious elite and Roman government to kill him,
    and when he left to go back to God,
    BUT the Good News is NOW and is to come
    the RECEIVING of the Holy Spirit and fire
    that destroys the destroyer one person at a time
    as the Holy Spirit forms Christ in you!!!!!!!
    “Those who have the Son have life; those who do not have the Son do not have life (they have life and death)”
    “I will never leave you nor forsake you”
    “I am with you always even to the end of the age…then I send you the Holy Spirit!”
    Welcome to the New Covenant of the Father and Son’s blood family with NO VIRUS OF SATAN, burned out with the fire of God and given the perfect, holy Blood of the Lamb of God! Christ in you!
    The Holy Spirit is the ONLY One who can take Adam out of you and put the Son in!
    The Holy Spirit and fire is the only thing that can burn down satan’s tree and grow Christ’s tree of life in you!
    The Holy Spirit is the anointing from the Holy One that teaches us about everything.
    There is only One and his name is One: one Body and one Spirit of Christ! Life to Life Abundant! glory to glory!
    Anointed with the Oil, full of the Oil of the Holy Spirit makes us a ready Bride!
    By the time this hymn got to “Holy Spirit we love you” I was in tears of gratitude, appreciation, thankfulness, thanksgiving, majesty, love, respect, honor, joy, and glory.

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  6. Every world religion is of Adam; only in Christ Jesus can you be a new creature; the old passed away, and born again OF God.


  7. The Gift of the Father is Love, the Gift of the Son is Life, the Gift of the Holy Spirit is Power (Dr. Jack Hayford)


  8. “Heaven meets earth, and I don’t have time to maintain any regrets when I think about the way He Loves me! Oh, how He Loves me!”

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